So for the first time in a week, I'm extremely happy! Mainly because I'm going to down to see one of my favorite families...The Fishers! Wyatt's 1st bday is Saturday and I couldn't be more excited for it. I just have to get a gift.



I'm sure everyone is wondering where my head is with my situation. I've talked to Cindy about it kind of. But in spite of everything...I'm sticking with him. It's not something I'm going into lightly or blind. We have discussed things and there will be boundries set up and applied. I know everyone will think I'm crazy/dumb for doing this. Believe me I didn't think I'd be able to, and I'm still iffy some days. 90% of the time though I know I have to try, or I'll think what if. I know he feels the same way. Its a hard situation, but I also know if I were in her shoes he would do the same for me. Of course I'm not putting all my eggs in one basket. I've printed off an application for West Chester to be a dispatcher...so I'm making my back up plans if this should blow up in my face...which I'm hoping it doesn't.

Ok Just wanted to fill you guys in. I really am happy with the choice I'm making...I have thought about it a lot.