HMMM..

So now that all the excitiment is over...crossing finger....James and I can try to focus on us a little more. Which we really need to. This whole situation put a huge amount of stress on the both of us and our relationship. The fact we made it out mostly together is amazing. But it did put out a lot of questions and I'm mistrustful of all his exes now. Of course I told him that, and I hope he listened. If it hadn't been for this situation the ex thing would bother me...who wouldn't it bother?, but now it flat out iratates me to death. I'm not sure that will change....anytime soon. I hope we do work it out. I didn't drive him, myself, and all my loving adoring friends crazy for nothing dang it!! LOL I just feel like a huge burden has been lifted off my chest. Now if I can just get a new better paying job.